Être Et Durer
[tunes: Mozart Season - God of war]
[mood: diappointed]
Just had a meeting with design about the backaldrin project again. I feel terrible for the client. If they knew how badly the job is being handled here, they would neither leave their money here, nor would they spend that much.
[tunes: Der Junge mit der Gitarre - Meer sehn]
[mood: undecided]
So that was Vienna again. Was fun with Dani again. We went to this vegetarian restaurant called “Formosa”. They had a huuuge selection of vegan foods and were really affordable too. I had a (huge)vegan cordon bleu and a chicken burger to go, including a vegan lassi to drink… the total for that was a mere EUR 10.40. The Asian employees were super nice, and everything non-vegan was tagged as such. There also were 3 mini-punks eating there… I guess about 17 years of age. One guy and 2 girls… the guy was such a fucking douchebag. He kept talking about the stupidest stuff and tried to show off to the chicks with his dumb stories… oh well. The place was less than a block from the square where I spent the monday before Xmas with Rebecca, Pezi, the managing morons and the Wien Energie people. Was kinda weird to return to that place.
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[tunes: Lifetime - Theme from a New Brunswick Basement Shop]
Took care of my email backlog and should get ready to get off the laptop soon, as I am almost in Vienna now. ETA -7 minutes. Dani called, that she will be 10-or-so minutes late. Let’s see what this trip will bring.
so, wtf is all that supposed to mean now. i just dont get it anymore. maybe i dont get ME anymore. that combined with other people’s irrational behavior… i guess it spells trouble. if only it was on a scale, where you have to pay a traffic ticket. but this is a fucking life decision. how is a single person supposed to deal with this shit? rebecca says: “you just do it”. is it really that simple? i wish. i really do. it’s probably cos i am a fucking idiot — a moron, when it comes to making decisions. decision-retarded i guess. emotionally overloaded. who would have thought, that 5 months into this, i would still be dealing with that same nagging question.