one after the other they pass away. r.i.p. man.
Monthly Archive for October, 2004
cast me into darkness and rob me of all prosperity
turn myself against myself try and recreate me
are you obsessed with possession or possessed by obsession?
drained absolute, still I bleed - screaming silent, still I bleed
take me for what I’m worth and let me disintegrate
in your arms, one last time let me die where I always wanted to die
so I break this glass with such intent
with hopes to erase the dreams I never forget
bleed me inside out with your eyes
as I walk through your lies one last time
YOURE GONNA NEED MORE TO DESTROY.
mustn’t it suck if you are sXe and your name is ana? how do you sign then?
XanaX ???
alright… before starting my rant, a few words about what i cust saw on the news:
a.) germany: the courts decided that breast enlargements or reductions will NOT be covered by insurances, even if the woman suffers from psychological problems because of it. FUCK YOU #1
b.) germany: the national democratic party entered state parliaments. nazis back in germanies power! FUCK YOU #2
c.) madrid: live bomb explosion shots in a subway stations that killed dozens. don’t like this kind of journalism - nor terrorism.
d.) croatia: felix baumgartner has fucking huge balls.
sooo - before taking off to school at a fucking nasty time, i just wanted to start spreading this little site:
fuck bees… whoever would love to see dane cook on a daily late show, check this out and pass it on ;-)http://www.latenightwithdanecook.info
keep it rocking.
p.s: what happened to mary?
…i am.
well - straight to the news:
1.) kicked ass in the accounting test. C… yay. no more mercy. this semester will be a business slugfest - muahahaha!
2.) got my new racing machine. nice dark grat/black/silver - shimano xt equipment with magura oil breaks. such a sweet little thing. see the pics.
3.) ooooh - great show last wednesday… donuts, zsk and side effect. the shw itself was alright and i think i got some kick ass shots - see this gallery… i didnt get to talk to armand and the side effect guys :-( - but despite this, i met some really kick ass people and had a lot of interesting and fun talks backstage. props to flo psyogenesis, flo and joshi zsk and guido donots. if you ever run into those people make sure to talk to them - i havent met so many nice guys at a show in a long time. and that despite them being german ;-) and professionals.
zsk are one of the few really political aware bands who seem sincere - flo psyogenesis is just a really cool fella of the old school generation and guido is great as well and just fun to talk to.
4.) vienna on saturday: visited dani with my mom. well - i was dead tired all day and the weather was soooo crappy. couldnt even take photos. but we went to vegetasia and i got the all you can eat buffet. 5 plates and i coulda kept going.
5.) fuck you list:
- upper austrian health insurance (ooe gkk): gave me permission to see the dentist and telling me afterwards i havent had any coverage for almost a year. thanks for the news assholes! well - they eventually gave in and admitted the error was on their side.
- sds international: no domain funds in a week so i have to add more expensive funds to enom. f u.
- the usual suspects
6.) work: started my webcluster job: pays well and is fun. also life radio keeps hitting me up for promo stuff and i also finished the site for ralphs dad. furthermore a company from vienna called to check if i was interested in a 2 month web project. couldnt get hold of the sports retailer who wants me to do the web shop for him yet but i did get the tutor job. so i hope ill get some money in anytime soon.
7.) the server: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! mysql keeps locking. i am sooo sick of it.
8.) music: i need the new social distortion badly.
alright. started the new job yesterday. it is some really interesting work, but quite a bit to learn there… they have a custom backend which they create websitees with, which is incorporating pretty much every aspect of web dev. related server stuff - so plenty of things for me to get more deeply into.
anyways - i also got the tutor job yesterday - which will give me a few extra bucks as well. the secu-tech page is pretty much finished too, and i should go about to take care of the 30music project and finish that up as soon as i get the graphics.
without wanting to jinx it, the accounting test actually finally could have worked out. i’ll know on thursday. my schedule i’ll have by tomorrow - then i can go and check if the flight dates will all be ok.
i should call clempi today, if i still will get the photo pass for the donots/zsk/side effect show tomorrow. i’m looking forward to taking out my d70 to that event.
Playlist as of October 5th 2005 - Goooooooooooooo!
1. Sick of it All - Turn My Back (2:06)
2. Sick of it All - Broke Dick (0:48)
3. Sick of it All - Souvenir (3:31)
4. Sick of it All - Cruelty (2:29)
5. Sick of it All - This Day And Age (1:30)
6. Sick of it All - Ruin (2:53)
7. Sick of it All - Cry For Help (1:43)
8. Sick of it All - No Apologies (3:46)
9. Sick of it All - Good Lookin’ Out (1:53)
10. Sick of it All - Built To Last (2:01)
11. Sick of it All - Closer (2:56)
12. Sick of it All - One Step Ahead (2:07)
13. Sick of it All - Us vs Them (3:04)
14. Sick of it All - LaughingStock (2:42)
15. Sick of it All - Don’t Follow (2:02)
16. Sick of it All - Nice (2:41)
17. Sick of it All - Busted (1:37)
18. Sick of it All - Burn ‘em Down (2:55)
19. Sick of it All - End The Era (3:05)
20. Sick of it All - Chip Away (2:02)
21. Sick of it All - Too Late (2:00)
22. Sick of it All - Jungle (8:10)
23. Sick of it All - Let Go (1:09)
24. Sick of it All - Call To Arms (1:48)
25. Sick of it All - Potential For A Fall (2:28)
26. Sick of it All - Falter (1:13)
27. Sick of it All - The Future is Mine (2:04)
28. Sick of it All - Guilty (1:32)
29. Sick of it All - Falling Apart (2:03)
30. Sick of it All - Sanctuary (1:55)
31. Sick of it All - Morally Confused (1:50)
32. Sick of it All - Hindsight (2:27)
33. Sick of it All - Martin (2:46)
34. Sick of it All - Pass the Buck (1:27)
35. Sick of it All - Quiet Man (2:40)
36. Sick of it All - Drastic (1:23)
37. Sick of it All - (Just A) Patsy (6:10)
38. Sick of it All - We Want The Truth (2:55)
39. Sick of it All - Locomotive (2:12)
40. Sick of it All - The Pain Strikes (3:06)
41. Sick of it All - Shut Me Out (2:12)
42. Sick of it All - What’s Goin’ On (2:10)
43. Sick of it All - Never Measure Up (1:37)
44. Sick of it All - Just Look Around (2:41)
45. Sick of it All - Violent Generation (1:31)
46. Sick of it All - The Shield (2:37)
47. Sick of it All - Now It’s Gone (2:10)
48. Sick of it All - We Stand Alone (2:44)
49. Sick of it All - Will We Survive (1:32)
50. Sick of it All - Indust. (2:04)
51. Sick of it All - Relentless (2:24)
52. Sick of it All - All My Blessings (1:48)
53. Sick of it All - The Land Increases (1:38)
54. Sick of it All - Paper Tiger (Faking The Punk) (2:08)
55. Sick of it All - The Innocent (2:51)
56. Sick of it All - Silence (2:38)
57. Sick of it All - For Now (2:45)
58. Sick of it All - View From The Surface (2:32)
59. Sick of it All - Going All Out (2:29)
60. Sick of it All - Rewind (2:21)
61. Sick of it All - Sh@t Sandwich (1:04)
62. Sick of it All - Butting Heads (2:46)
63. Sick of it All - Fake Control (2:17)
64. Sick of it All - Kept In Check (2:42)
65. Sick of it All - On the Brink (2:26)
66. Sick of it All - Trenches (3:32)
67. Sick of it All - Injustice System (2:33)
68. Sick of it All - It’s Clobberin Time (0:47)
69. Sick of it All - Violent Generation (1:45)
70. Sick of it All - Alone (1:58)
71. Sick of it All - The Pain Strikes (3:11)
72. Sick of it All - Shut Me Out (2:25)
73. Sick of it All - Pushed Too Far (0:55)
74. Sick of it All - Friends Like You (1:20)
75. Sick of it All - Locomotive (2:50)
76. Sick of it All - World Full of Hate (2:26)
77. Sick of it All - Just Look Around (2:48)
78. Sick of it All - What’s Going On (2:07)
79. Sick of it All - Give Respect (1:24)
80. Sick of it All - Disillusion (2:08)
81. Sick of it All - No Labels (0:55)
82. Sick of it All - Pete’s Sake (0:49)
83. Sick of it All - GIjoe Head Stomp (1:22)
84. Sick of it All - We Want the Truth (2:32)
85. Sick of it All - The Blood and the Sweat (1:42)
86. Sick of it All - The Shield (2:44)
87. Sick of it All - we stand alone (2:40)
88. Sick of it All - Indust (2:36)
89. Sick of it All - My Life (0:49)
90. Sick of it All - Betray (2:52)
91. Sick of it All - No Cure (2:58)
92. Sick of it All - Insurrection (1:50)
93. Sick of it All - Consume (3:42)
94. Sick of it All - Who Sets The Rules (2:45)
95. Sick of it All - Goatless (1:20)
96. Sick of it All - Step Down (3:09)
97. Sick of it All - Maladjusted (2:25)
98. Sick of it All - Scratch The Surface (2:51)
99. Sick of it All - Free Spirit (1:53)
100. Sick of it All - Force My Hand (2:28)
101. Sick of it All - Desperate Fool (1:51)
102. Sick of it All - Return To Reality (2:43)
103. Sick of it All - Farm Team (2:22)
104. Sick of it All - Cease Fire (2:57)
105. Sick of it All - Blown Away (2:32)
106. Sick of it All - Nails (1:47)
107. Sick of it All - The Bland Within (2:10)
108. Sick of it All - Hello Pricks (2:53)
109. Sick of it All - District (3:26)
110. Sick of it All - Disco Sucks Fuck Everything (2:12)
111. Sick of it All - America (2:14)
112. Sick of it All - Hands Tied Eyes Closed (2:17)