[mood: incredibly fuckin pissed]
[tunes: earth crisis - gomorrahs season ends]
im so fuckin pissed i cant even explain it.
just had this exam - i cant remember ever having been prepared so well for a goddamn exam. i knew what it was about. i knew what i had to do. yet i fuckin failed. what the hell? i cant believe this… there is no way i reached the 33 out of 50 points i had to.
great - so i lose a whole freaking year - cos of this one crappy exam. i cant fuckin believe it. i feel like trashing something. i feel so violent right now. i even put gomorrahs season ends in again. SHIT! i was so fucking close…
marketing of course didnt publish the marks yet - i guess i failed that shit too - law recalled the results due to some errors - great - and i thought i had at least THAT credit. fuck. i feel like trashing something. today i better dont go out… otherwise i might end up revitalizing the sxe terrorforce.
im SICK of studying. im SICK of studying my ass off and getting screwed over by asshole teachers who ask for an amout of knowledge that no fuckin one can put to paper in 70 minutes. just the excersise sheet had 2 small printed pages. 5 excersises - each one between 2 to 5 subquestions. and everything in fuckin sql, uml, physical dataorganisation and bullshit like that. i cannot believe that - i am one of the people who have been working with it for lmy work months before we ever heard about it at university. yet i fail.
this is crap. i dont want no more. dear staff of the data and knowledge engeneering institute: you can kiss my ass!