My own private Emocide

[mood: pissed off]
[tunes: soundtrack 2001]

“we’re not going to re-recod the stuff we already have
done. it was such a pain in the ass to record it and
mix it. we put hours ad hours into it and if it was in
vain i’ll be kicking myself. it sounds really good,
though. there really is no need to re-do it. we still
have plenty of material to record w/ you. i’m not sure
where we will be able to practice. ryan probably won’t
be in the band by the time you get back. i want to
talk to him and ask him what’s up, but he doesn’t even
have the courtesy to call or write to any of us. i
havent talked to him in over two weeks.”

wtf? this is not how everything was supposed to go… everyone i talked to - even mike - said that tommy really has to get his shit together - still he is the one complaining about everyone else. fuck - im pissed.