[mood: surprised]
had somebandtalk yesterday. at perkins we met. i thought it wouldve been about ryan- but duh - he wasnt even there, so it was pretty much about ME. unexpectedly.
they dont wanna put up with my not being there anymore. tommy wants a new project with me and mike c. - feels like a consolation price to me - even if tomy denies that and says that it would be a full sideband too. oh well… gan wonders if i hadnt said anything about the recording they wouldntve made such a big deal about me. sigh… she had a shitty day too yesterday. poor baby.
anyways - i made clear im not ok with all this and they should sort out their problems first: practice space, ryan,… and then we still can go on in feb. with full force… lets see what happens… the dying midwestern page is getting finished soon.
[mood: cold]
[tunes: rob - power glove]
so… finally the first entry from the us. and the first one from my new palm meggie got me for xmas. its a cool thing. xmas was really good and we had a good time.
i’ve been sick off and on. sucky. meg is not all healthy either.
thats it for now…
[mood: angry]
3am - and those drunk idiot costudents call me from a party… man… that wouldve been the first night for me to sleep through in like 2 or 3 weeks… if!
where is the sXe terrorforce???
0°F - thats NUTS!
[mood: jealous]
last night was more like studying and falling asleep in between every now and then…
the test sucked and i totally failed…
33 hours to go… today i was at the vets place. got the certificate - tomorrow just some more grocery and clothing shopping - and then - ARRIVEDERCI…
the ahc forum is literally booming at the moment… thats cool…
i just talked to maille again - it felt really good… shes making plans for us to visit this summer . id really love to do that!
[mood: melancholy]
[tunes: pixies - where is my mind (once again)]
this band is going down the drain. i hate everyone complaining about others in my mailbox - im sick of it. seems like theyre all to retarded for each other.
get your stuff together dammit!
nice to know others are having a happy life though. that lightens me up a bit. also makes me a lil melancholic tho…
[mood: pissed off]
[tunes: soundtrack 2001]
“we’re not going to re-recod the stuff we already have
done. it was such a pain in the ass to record it and
mix it. we put hours ad hours into it and if it was in
vain i’ll be kicking myself. it sounds really good,
though. there really is no need to re-do it. we still
have plenty of material to record w/ you. i’m not sure
where we will be able to practice. ryan probably won’t
be in the band by the time you get back. i want to
talk to him and ask him what’s up, but he doesn’t even
have the courtesy to call or write to any of us. i
havent talked to him in over two weeks.”
wtf? this is not how everything was supposed to go… everyone i talked to - even mike - said that tommy really has to get his shit together - still he is the one complaining about everyone else. fuck - im pissed.
[mood: determined]
[tunes: pale - teenage heaven]
the last two days were more than busy .- i was more at the university than i was at home, had 2 exams and a report and the time i WAS at home i worked mostly… jesus christ… i also had some fights with teachers: maths: i was helping out 2 costudents with a discussion with a teacher and got yelld at for that - what an asshole . just cos hes too stupid to fuckin understand what i mean! and then datamod - ITS A JOKE - i got THREE our ot 15 points for the last excercise - fuckin ey!?! on thursday i got the next exam there and i have to be good at it otherwise i can forget it. we also were up on their institute to complain about the tutors - especially one who is a total asshole - and i think in average everyone who gets graded by his is negative. hes a fuckhead. one of the assistants complained we were too loud there outside of his office - so siegi got all pissed of and yelled back theat WE fuckin PAY for his office so he can work there at all… what assholes are they… whatever…
i need to find out what happened to the 250 bucks from november i was supposed to get from the heimatwerk fuckers - no money on my account yet - but thes say they DID pay me… *sigh*…
ralph also got me a new job… 200 bucke every month for sure - no taxes at all - and some other advantages. and all for keeping the page of the student association ofsalzburg’s webpage uptodate. yay… easy money…
i should go on packing - just… hmmm… 4 more days… i cant wait! 4 days? grrr… i really should finish my presents!
great - just found out i got an english semester exam tomorrow - well… too bad - i also got my big and important history presentation… CRAP!
[mood: busy]
[tunes: farin urlaub]
…goes by without her being pissed
[mood: weak]
[tunes: strike anywhere]
…all my important decisions will be solved in public polls now.
and why not aucion off myself too then? first item: pretty soul, used, oop. make sure to be good to it. its been through a lot…