My own private Emocide

no work no more!!! cool huh?
this weekend was very busy anyway… worked 24 hours in 2 days. and it was really tiring… but therefore $$$ comes in again.
sunday night i thought i was dreaming… zapped through the tv-channels after coming home from work and - guess what!?! i saw some minutes of this big german sex-show “peep” and who did i see there - all naked - fuckin a bitch? it was stefan - our guitarist - who i havent been able to reach for 3 months now… man - i thought id drop dead at once (i liked that close up of his “n.y.h.c.”-tattoo - hehehe)… lifes strange sometimes. but anyway noone knows where he is… i hope hes ok - im starting to REALLY worry. he had big problems when i talked to him the last time.
no gan for days…