My own private Emocide

i’m just on the train home from linz - it’s 9:30pm and i’m already quite tired. had a x-mas celebration with the peops from work today. we were @ a japanese restaurant - that kinda restaurant were the cook prepares the food at the table - right in front of you… disgusting… it’s not that kind ofdinner i dream of - while i was eating my vegan food loads of animal-bodies were fried just a few inches away… and those meat-eater jerks couldn´t get enuff of making fun of “this vegan and his strange food” - hmmm… is it just their guilty conscience or are they really so dumb?!?
before that i met with mariah and her friend ursi - we had so much fun! and she made me embarrassed once again - told me that her friends didn´t believe her, that i called her and she´s gonna meet me. hmmm… i really wonder why… at least why it´s like that NOW. there were times i would´ve needed this support for my selfesteem really more than now. got everything i want.
mariah is really happy with her max now - finally… and that´s really cool - the same as hannah is with her alex… and the same as i hopefully will be.
hmmm… next week corinna’s supposed to come back from geneva and i’ll have to visit her - still got tons of my stuff at her place. that´s gonna be more than weird.
well well… just looking forward to comin home now and being lazy… and dreaming of that certain princess…