just got knocked down - for fuckin nothin! she doesn´t even realize that it´s coz of her - that i can´t stand it no more - it´s such a strange situation - it´s her world.
damn it - i need love, my energy is used up - i don´t really´ve got any motivation anymore - i´d´ve done anything just to get another chance. but she doesn´t even WANT to open - doesn´t even offer me the smallest opportunity.
final conclusion (maybe i should let it write on my gravestone): i´m a loser baby - so why don´t you kill me…?!?