My own private Emocide

it´s monday today - shitshitshit. i wanted to “become ill” on thursday to be able to go to innsbruck till sunday - vistit georg, andi & martin and the others like kerstin, iris & franzi. but - actuallay i´m really becoming sick. maybe i should stay at home from work already on wednesday, to have a day to recover. on friday corinna leaves italy to geneva again… via innsbruck - so we have a great cance to meet - if it´s ok with her. just 4 more weex till my holidays. maybe it´s quite good to be ill now - so the chance not to be then is much bigger. this weekend i played the 1st time with “detonate”… hmmm… prole-metal - don´t think i´ll stay with them. on saturday steve´s mom died - poor him… and my fuckin computer crashed this weekend, so that i had to completely resetup. bad luck - hopefully the situation changes again at least till friday - and keeps being lucky for a longer time then.