My own private Emocide

man, man, man,… so very confusing (this is gonna become my favourite word…)
hannah is right… i understand her so very well. it´s so scary that the internet shows actually effects on “real” life too now. man… probably confusion was at it´s peak yesterday. emodium-corinna was online the first time for months again. and that caused even more misunderstandings. well… let´s not talk about this internet-stuff… i really would stop being online so much… hmmm… but on the other hand it´s the only way to be in contact with some people i really like.
but at least the whole yesterday´s situation had one great effect: coz corinna was quite confused too she called me to be sure what´s up & so we had our 2nd conversation in 10 days - which doesn´t really make the whole thing easier… but i´m glad anyway… 57 more days till we meet again… time seems to pass by faster & faster. cool… sometimes i think i messed it all up - maybe i really did - hopefully not - probably i would never get over that…
probably i´m gonna go to vienna tomorrow to watch a show with h-street, falltime & mar. i know all of them and so it should be fun!