My own private Emocide

slept till noon tonite… georg was here too… we had fun last night in town. i met woody again and we had a lot of fun too. just oliver was goin on my nerves again with asking for the key of our rehearsal room again and again. man he shall fuck off… my drums are already looking like a wreck - and now he and his goth-chaots… maybe i should put it out of there.
what i did today: i added a slambook on the page - anyone seems to have one so i do too now - and i went to see my grandparents and had a big discussion about veganism, piercings, future & so on… grrr… they´ll never understand me - generation gap…
gan had a new entry on her writings page too… she wants to be the #1 or nothing… i don´t really think it´s very fair - i can´t decide that now & she knows that. what does she want me to do? shall i lie and pretend a decision without being honest? i want a relationship that´s as perfect as possible - and i´m really a bit fed up about her urging me. she really should think of the fact tat such a behaviour could even cause right the opposite of the thing she wanted… she didn´t contact me since i told her that… i really miss corinna… lauren didn´t write back too… hmmm… i´m gonna go and see iris & franz today… i hope i´ll enjoy it…